January 30, 2011
Things will be looking up soon.
As difficult as the anxiety has been to work through, I have officially begun to finalize the first round of
Driving For Freedom proposals. No need to name the organizations I hope to work with, as I don’t want to get my hopes up, but the first deadline is 11 days from now.
Two Saturdays from now I will be able to look at the anxiety and anticipation in the rearview mirror. While the future will remain equally uncertain, and the real work is just beginning, if I can just get through the next two weeks, it seems like I might just be in a place to dedicate 110% without destroying my sleeping and eating schedules–both of which I value greatly. At least the initial work will be behind me, even if the answers and verdicts will not come in for quite some time. Undoubtedly, progress will not come without sweat and unrivaled challenges, but I am determined to see this through. And if my ideas and effort are not enough, then I must be the wrong man for the job. But something deep inside is pushing me like never before. This is something I truly believe in, and hence I truly believe that I am not only the right man for the job, but the best.
Since moving from web design to proposals I had half a weekend off, plus a night or two watching TV with friends. I needed the time off more than I can express, and I enjoyed every minute of it. But now it’s back to work. Yes, I am working at 11pm on a Sunday night. This is what needs to be done. I am a peaceful fighter, a kind warrior.
Onward…